I wanna get myself attached
to something bolted down

So these winds of circumstance
won't keep blowin' me arround

From when I land, to when I leave
there's not enough time to sleep and sing

I keep running around and
all I want is to lay motionless

Thank you again for that.

Happiness is a choice

I choose happiness. As of right now.
I am tired of suffocating. I refuse to drown in my sorrows anymore. I’m done.

I want to wake up in the morning with a smile in my soul and just live for once in my life. I need to stop depending on others for happiness. I need to find it within myself. If you want to tag along on my journey to happiness that’s great. I’m all for positivity.

This isn’t directed towards anyone in general. This is just me choosing happiness above all else.

I’ll get there. I will. I’m not perfect and I don’t claim to be.

People think I’m a fucked up person. People can call me every name in the book, judge me, whatever. I know in my heart who I am. I know that I don’t have to explain myself to anyone.

I over think and analyze and ponder every single situation.. Maybe a little too much. But at the end of the day.. I just want to be happy. It’s what we all want.. Right?